My heart 's autumn

My heart 's autumn 

alone and without you

you are so near but far you too

you make me love

and know how is hate also ?

i miss your words 

i miss you voice

your laugh , your tears

your sadness and your fears

for me , just me .

come back or leave

don't be between

here or not

love me or me 

my heart becomes dry

like the leaves of autmn

but i want to fly

but how i can do ?

i wait and wait

it's a year after year

you promise and promise 

and you disappear

I'm waitng to the winter

may be you remember

the start of the story

what

was under the rain

your eyes and mine

and the bright of love shine

winter bird

first try to write into English